관리 das Management إدارة

okay, feels just come out and i've learned so much the burden of being leader. for god sake that burden somehow turns me into the-busy-minded-man in the other hand i just doing nothing but thinking of everything...
it wasn't what i wanted, for real i swear i never wanted this position of leader but i've chosen and that's an obligation to obey and i had to obey that-hard-to-come-to-heel-rule. if i were a bad guy and disobey the obligation of being leader, how could my career here--in Gladiool State Senior High School--. i realize the things ran by half-hearten-feeling now being the biggest plug in my head--i mean my mind, and mind is in brain and brain is in my head--.
beside... i such a coin, both sides have their own function and portion. both of 'em are needed to build up a perfect thing called coin with two different sided. not only in esc take a lot of part, so do in pmr. i love both of 'em. not the persons nor the extracurricular only but the combination of both of 'em. sometimes i shouldda prior one to each other. trying to be wise in both sides but some when mistaken by others. by this kinda bit-random post i clarify what's on my head nowadays.
i know you're good english so i give you un-subtitled clip video for my recommended song for this time around. enjoy!

P.S. if you're hardly understand the aim and the meaning of this song, i'll give a link >>> i am not a good listener