관리 das Management إدارة

okay, feels just come out and i've learned so much the burden of being leader. for god sake that burden somehow turns me into the-busy-minded-man in the other hand i just doing nothing but thinking of everything...
it wasn't what i wanted, for real i swear i never wanted this position of leader but i've chosen and that's an obligation to obey and i had to obey that-hard-to-come-to-heel-rule. if i were a bad guy and disobey the obligation of being leader, how could my career here--in Gladiool State Senior High School--. i realize the things ran by half-hearten-feeling now being the biggest plug in my head--i mean my mind, and mind is in brain and brain is in my head--.
beside... i such a coin, both sides have their own function and portion. both of 'em are needed to build up a perfect thing called coin with two different sided. not only in esc take a lot of part, so do in pmr. i love both of 'em. not the persons nor the extracurricular only but the combination of both of 'em. sometimes i shouldda prior one to each other. trying to be wise in both sides but some when mistaken by others. by this kinda bit-random post i clarify what's on my head nowadays.
i know you're good english so i give you un-subtitled clip video for my recommended song for this time around. enjoy!

P.S. if you're hardly understand the aim and the meaning of this song, i'll give a link >>> i am not a good listener

Everyone Shouldda Know

"One secret of leadership is that the mind of a leader never turns off. Leaders even when they are sightseers or spectators, are active; not passive observers." James C. Humes

"Better you shut your lips up before you  know what's happening since not all of your bias is on the reality. Now, wake up you kid! And open your mind!"

"Urgent to know the reality before you judge your society."