Pity Me

dear you, my mindful and heartfelt readers.
it's been so long since the last post of mine you noted. okay then, now it's gonna be a long journey of a simple matter that's actually had no correlation whether with my pals and me, but... rumor spread among my beloved school and it's took me by surprise. funny? i'll show you what kinda funny i meant to be there.
this simple matter took me in, surprisingly damn 'cause i -in this case my pals and i- just wanna help one of us at the very first time but underestimated by 'em, the opponent. by then i got a real bff. ain't you know as best friend forever but bitchy fake friend of us in this matter. funny to call 'em that way but i don't want 'em to call me loser just because i wont text their name in this post. actually i wanna but it's a private matter and it could ruin their image around our society at school. pity, i wont do as same as they did to us by ruining our image, honestly i know how to feel alone when nobody even believes when we argue, but i am heartfelt baby, ain't like 'em. took me in, put me down by wrong cases, wrong plots and occasionally you can't even watch your tongue. oops i mean fingers. what a pity as the ones who threat by everyone around slowly, but wait until reach the peaks and show them up :D
i ain't like a baby who shows every single problem to everyone around me. may be they are, the one who did it. yeah baby, i know it all from everyone who believe in my official version of plots. ain't like their full of controversial but lack of evidence version. all they did just argue argue and argue with no consideration of the fact indeed. pity, pity, they mocked and bring us down even actually we're on the side of the truth. how could i have such a friend like 'em? dunno, by accident may be. i really don't mind about the case they mock at me, but i don't like the way they play on my pal. what kinda friend who plays at their friend? for sure i don't mind if they mock at me, but not if they mock and bring down my pals.
if, you hate what i did just find me and lets put this matter clear with no hard feeling. i hate the one who braves on typing and spreading rumor but afraid of facing me, the troubling one. FYI, i can take on they way you hate me, if your reason is based on the fact. if the way you hate me isn't reasonable i'll pray to my lord to open you eyes wider and finely tied your tongue so you can no longer mock at anything that actually is not matter to you.
okay readers, i'm not gonna bite you through this post i just wanna share how could a friend treat their friend just like they treat a maid. might be worse if the maid didn't do what they say perfectly the masters will cry and silently piss off the maid. it is funny if the masters cry because the maid didn't do as they say perfectly. what do you feel if you have a maudlin master? are comfort treated like that? i don't think so, if you don't why don't you tell your master the truth of your feeling? don't you brave? don't you afraid of hurting you masters heart? are you kidding me? communication is the best answer for this problem but IF the answer is yes for one of the questions above, may be the other way to comfort your life is to stepping away slowly from your masters so you can release the pain of you with out hurting your master feeling well actually no matter with this kinda friend 'cause everything in friendship is depend on both of sides. if there's a problem so the most logic thing to do is just having a communication. that is the point, no matter how your friend is maudlin anger silent just have a communication and solve the thing you hate the most of your friend. :D
the main problem is a goody friend who always speak up for their friend even their friend is actually and eventually wrong in a case. better you know whats the problem then avenge your friend if your friend is right. if they did wrong, so that's not wise if you take a part on wrong side. oh friend holy shit if you avenge your friend without conceiving the truth
the other point is if you're listening to someone's story don't you ever thing negatively about the case that's someones told. maybe the story isn't about you and your friend but you thought the story is about what is in your mind. if you don't catch the others story don't you open a conversation with that case. this gonna be a libel for the one who share the story that's misunderstood by you. if don't catch the meaning better you ask for the truth of the story. how come i believe in my friends if they can't keep the secret of the reality indeed. pity me by surrounded by the person like 'em. i really love if you ask for the truth without plays back on me. really, i was believing you but now... what are you expected from a bitchy boss who keeps talking about his private live? NOT THAT SIMPLE BITCH like what you thought of me. i share it because i am pretty sure believe in you gals guys but by this way you treat me, let me think twice. i shared it to make a reflection and introspection our self was. not to talking about the others private matter. why don't you look upon the other side point of view? pity me to have you as someone i know.
if i did it wrong tell me and i beg your sorry :)